Thursday, August 21, 2014

Don't we all have a Dysfunctional Family !??!

It has it been 3 months since I posted on my blog.  I guess all my writing is keeping me so busy I rarely have time to post on here. I find myself also staying off Facebook but when I do it is to see friends pictures.  As I scroll through all my friends pictures, I sometimes feel sad but then when I see the baby pictures or animals I am reminding that God intended for me to be a Mommy to four legged fir babies and not two legged ones.

I hate to say this but I have finally faced the facts that I no longer have a brother or younger sister that I was raced with under the same roof or a Birth MOM!!  But One Good thing is that, I still have a younger sibling that my Dad raised with his wife, my awesome step-mom. My baby sister, 15 years younger than me, has given me a beautiful niece and handsome nephew and she and I remain close. She is a school counselor and currently working a 2nd job as a family counselor. She is a very successful woman that I am proud to call my baby sister. God brought her to me to keep me from going insane and to keep me grounded!!

Once again and my last attempt EVER to extend the olive branch to my Birth Mom or two younger siblings.  All I wanted to do was say, "Hi" and see if "birth Mom" and my step-pop were doing okay. Pop's daughter informed me he had to be put in a nursing facility because he was having a hard time and others couldn't help care for him. That is a part of life when you have to go there.  Nursing homes are not a bad place.  You just have to do extensive research before you decide where to put your loved one.  If you know of one owned by a family it is usually a better place for them to be.  

I first called my sister-in-law's parents to get her number or have her call me, then I left a message at my Birth Mom's home. Of course, I didn't expect to hear back from any of them.  Instead of any nice calls from them, I received a very hateful voice message from my Brother. I don't have to mention his name because everyone in my home town knows of him. Let's just say they know of him and leave it at that!! LOL!!  In the past when people have asked me if i was his sister. They would say, "Oh I feel sorry for you having him as a brother" and I laugh and say, "Yeah me too but I really don't claim him anymore" so it's all good!!   I let other people voice their own opinions on him considering the comments they have made to me. My little big brother, yes he is five years younger than me. Wow, he was so sweet when he was little but then when he became a teenager he turned into a class A BULLY!!  Yep, I was bullied by my younger, taller brother and still today and his age of 50 something he still has not grown up and is a full grown BULLY!!   I hope his own daughter grows up better than that. From what I hear through the grapevine she is a good girl. I pray that is her Mom's influence because she sure did not get nice from my own Brother!! He is a big fat jerk now and still a bully. I want to confront him and simply tell him to Grow up but he is never going to change because he is very NARROW MINDED and SET IN HIS WAYS!!!  Leopards don't change their spots when they are older. But some folks do learn that change is for the better but not this bully brother.  He is still the same one I remember from my teen years.   He turned my sister, 9 years younger than me into his EXACT CLONE. They are thick as thieves on a jewel caper!!!

His voice mail on my phone was also a threat but he blows so much smoke up everyones ass that I laugh at it when I listen to it. He is all trash talk and not action. HE was the biggest chicken shit when he was younger. He would run to Mommy to and cry if someone tried to fight with him. In the voice message, and I quote from his vial mouth, "You need to quit calling your sister-in-law, mother and leave us the F%$#@ alone, Your Out!" we are not your family, you F&*^%ing bitch".   Wow, my little big brother's vocabulary has not changed at all.  Wonder what his precious daughter would say when she hears her Daddy.  Well, I won't let anyone hear his message because one day she will pass on her own judgement on him when she finds out what a "bully and mean spirited person" he is towards me and my other younger sister than I am close to.  She will one day read my words too and learn the real TRUTH!!  I am still not sure what "Your Out" means.  I guess my big little brother thinks that God died and left him keeper of the universe.  Apparently right after that call to me, he informed my other sister, that lives near him. They are EXACTLY alike and they have always been close and apparently still are "TWO TURD PEAS IN A POD" just like when they were growing up. 

Always blaming others and never held accountable for anything. Yep!!  They always believed my "birth Mom's" lies too.   As far back as I can remember, my Birth Mom has always "bad mouthed" my Daddy. Rest his soul in heaven.  Even today, some 8 years after his death the rath of Birth Mom's mouth is still alive and running like the Guadalupe River she lives near.   When Bubba brother was 16 or 17, he got a DUI and my Daddy went to court on his behalf and "erased" his records.  You would think he would be grateful to my Daddy for that. But not "BUBBA", yeah a good name for him, Bubba. He does sorta resemble the rednecks that look like BUBBA, chubby fat cheeks and all. 

Anyway, BUBBA, never was close to my Daddy because of my Birth Mom and her "potty mouth" about my Daddy.  She has no room to talk but she gossiped alot and will till the day she burns in Hell!!    I know my Grandpa and Daddy will be at the pearly gates when she arrives and she surely will not be entering HEAVEN as long as they are there.  I hope she likes the heat where she is going.  

She slept around on my Daddy with the Town Drunk and was labeled a "home wrecker" but today at her old age, she has OLDTIMERS, and cant' remember all of that.  LOL!!   I don't have to tell you how that story goes because my entire home town knows about her history of being the town "Floozy" and the reason that my Daddy divorced her and remarried a woman that adored him until the day he died!!  Ha!  She even remarried Pop thinking that would make her bad reputation go away. Well, I doubt that it did because it is still in my head and it will go with me to my grave too! Pop was a very good step-pop and my brat sibling, calls him Daddy now that my Daddy is gone to heaven which is another slap across the face to us that love Daddy. Shame on you sista!! You only had one Daddy and you treated him poorly as you believed all of Birth Momma's lies!!!   Funny thing too, when I was married they sure liked it when I came home and gave them presents, like a computer or appliances.   Wow,  times change when you move away and the one person that influenced them is still doing evil things to their mind. Dang I swear she musta been in some brainwashing cult!!!

My now EX Bubba, Brat Sissy and Birth Mom, all HATE me because the truth hurts and they can't deal with it at all. I really think they don't know the truth because She has never told them what it really is.  They only listen to her crap!!  When you are married or going through a Divorce and you poison your children's minds as they age, they don't forget what you say. In this case it has continued for over 40 years and I know they will all go to hell for being the way they are towards me, my Daddy, my baby sister, my Aunt Clara and cousins as well.

Frankly at this point, I feel sorry for them and forget them for being so IGNORANT AND SELF CENTERED.  They don't know any better because they were influenced by a Self Centered Brainwashed Floozy!!   Thank goodness I left that awful place and moved away and I doubt I will ever move back. They think they own that town.  Boy are they stupider than they look.  Folks talk behind their backs too. They don't care they will continue their stupidity till they die!!   I have 99 % of my Daddy's blood. the only 1% I got from her was the gray hairs I now have.

Now ya'll are saying to me after reading this,  Girlfriend, how can you talk ugly about folks that are family, especially the woman that gave you birth!!   As I write this I laugh because all she did was give Birth to me. She was too busy running the streets picking up men, bringing them home and the reason my Daddy left us.    I sure wish now that he had gotten custody of at least me anyway, then I would not have had to listen to her continual hateful ways and how she poisoned my siblings against my father and now me.  I was raised by my Grandparents, her mom and dad. They raised me not to be mean and hateful to others.  To treat others as you want to be treated.   I am not trash talking them. I am telling the God's honest truth!   There are others that can back up my story even if the three of them don't want to believe it all.  I know that if my Grandpa were alive today, he would be pointing his finger at her and saying, "How dare you treat my 1st born grandbaby that way!" 

I have forgiven them but I am just tired of having to defend myself everytime I want to visit old friends or go to see my grandparents or Daddy's grave. I am not gonna let them run me out of my hometown simply because they are mean spirited and CAN'T EXCEPT THE TRUTH.  My BIRTH MOM  will go to her grave hating me, not speaking to me and that is her problem.  The last time I saw her is probably the last time ever!  The next time they will be putting her in her coffin, if they put her in the ground. What do you say to a dead person in a coffin, "goodbye evilness".   It would be more suited for her to be cremated so she can get use to the heat for where her soul is going.

As I finish writing this for those of you that know me, you know I am not bi-polar even though my Birth Mom has told me, my ex hubby and others,   "Julie is bi-polar and needs medication".   She could never accept the fact that I was 99% like my Daddy. Yes, a talkative, funny, caring, loving, person.  I am so much like my Daddy and that is why she does not love me today or probably never has.   I think she has always deep down hated me because I was more like him than her.  Because Bubba and Brat are exactly her evil clones!! 

Oh well, you can't make people change their minds or like you. I am moving on with my life, forgetting they exist and let my friend "KARMA" take over. When they all die, GOD will make sure that the DEVIL picks them up first and takes them to the hot place where their "Mom" lives!! I sure hope they like this TEXAS heat because they will be enjoying it in eternity too!!!! 

Till next time, I hope you all have a loving family and if you have kids and are divorcing or divorced please keep the peace and don't turn your kids against your ex or siblings.   Take care and God bless you and yours. Hugs to you all for being my friends and I hope I can make you all laugh whenever you read my words!! Happy Trails or Tails till next time!!

Thursday, May 8, 2014

Wow, has it been almost 6 months since I have written on my blog?!  Time sure has flown by and I have been a busy bee since my last post on November 5, 2103. Last year I was thinking of my Daddy and when he was alive. Since then it has been 8 years since his death. It only seems like a year has passed since he went to heaven.   I miss him more than ever and still talk to him daily hoping to hear his voice!

Christmas & New Years flew by and it was the worse holidays ever!!  Still no job (laid off in September), very little money to buy Christmas gifts, only enough to pay bills and get the essentials that are needed, food for me and my babies and to keep a roof over our heads.   So I didn't celebrate the holidays. No biggie!  It was just another day to me and without my own kids, I don't miss much but did watch many Hallmark and Lifetime movies reminding me of my childhood with my Grandparents.     My fur babies don't really notice the holidays because to them everyday is a holiday with Mommy!

Right after Christmas I made a decision that affected my life for almost five months that I wish now I would have thought through more and not done!!  I let some so called, "friends" move in with me in January of 2014, which I thought would be a blessing so were we could all save money but instead it turned out to be a nightmare!!   Let's just say, "friends" think or say they are your "friends", until they move in with you and then realize they have a "free place to sleep, eat and not work" and don't have to pay the bills because it is not their place!   Even with a "written living agreement" it does not work out well at all or did not in my case.    The first few months, they stuck to the agreement and soon after that, let's just say, "My house is no longer their home" and they have since moved out with my serving them an Eviction Notice.  Perhaps they will learn to pay their own way and not expect others to provide for them??!!!    I am not mentioning their names because they know who they are, even though I know they are probably trashing me anyway for "throwing them out".  They like others have struggled through their life to make ends meet especially with him having a few heart attacks but hopefully they have learned it is better to not share a home and have your very own!!  A Lesson learned surely for me!  You know though if I went to a Doctor and he said, "quit smoking or you only have about 6 months to live or risk killing yourself and keep on smoking" I would quit but well, my friend, now ex friend is still smoking. I found out that right after they moved out within a week he had one more attack. Sux to be him, doesn't it?!! Well fool quit smoking. Get some balls and will power and STOP!!!

Out of the kindness of my heart, I thought letting them move in would help us all save money but instead it did nothing more than make my home have a higher electric and water bill.  Their personal drama keep me more stressed than ever.    I will never and Yes, in this case, "NEVER", let a couple move in with me,  family or friends.   It is better to be friends and family in your own homes!!  We went from being "Friends, to Landlord and Tenants" and now "No friends" at all.  That is okay I have plenty anyway!   It is sad when "Friends" take advantage of you with the intention to take over your household and trying to rearrange your life so they can sit at home all day and play on the internet while you work to pay the bills!!

Being self-employed or working for others. I think I will stick to writing, & being self-employed because like the song says, "God is good, beer is great and people are crazy".  That i do agree 200%!!  My trust in mankind has dwindled down to only trusting about 5 people I can count on one hand!!  That is sad because I use to have a family.  Read my next blog on this one. It will be a good one.  Finally I get to ride Kelley again at a slow pace though. I do not want to re-injure her knee. So we will "walk" instead of "run" like the good old Barrel Racing days that we both miss!!!   Blue is back home too!  Reunited with his buddy, Kelley, roaming the property eating down all that tall grass and running crazy whenever other horses ride by down the street. 

Cleaning up after the fir babies is a full time, Mommy job! Sorta like having kids that never grow up. I don't have home internet anymore so instead I write from my tablet that I only pay $10.00 a month for.  I have my Smartphone, a  Galaxy 4, I had to buy in February because my Droid Razr had a melt down. I am really hard on cell phones especially the data type!!   If I need Word or Excel I will have to do it from my tablet. The tablet is awesome because it is smaller and takes up less lap space. My free time is spent mostly reading or with my fur babies.  I was in a relationship but not sure where it went or if it is going to re-ignited or not!! I am much happier with my fur babies because when I get home they are so happy to see me and that unconditionally love is much less stressful than any a man can bring into my life!!

My favorite aunt Clara, is still working on my illustrations for my children's books so I need to get her to hurry up and finish so we can get it published.  Publish America, my publisher has now changed their name to: America Star Books. I know they are probably wondering where I have been with my 2nd or 3rd books.   I hope that many of you have enjoyed my 1st. book. I am also working on a romance novel and a poetry book which I need to finish as well.  I seem to always have something to do and my writing has been neglected but now that my "house guests" are all gone I will get back to writing more. I am debating on writing a book about my very Dysfunctional family but I don't want to be sued!!  That is a big laugh. I have nothing to be sued for and freedom of speech is protected by the first admendment so you go right ahead and sue me. If you get upset with what I do write it is only because THE TRUTH HURTS & YOU CAN'T DEAL WITH IT!  It might help someone else who knows but it really makes me feel better when it is on paper and I only care about my fur babies because they love me for me. My Daddy use to say, " you only have to worry about yourself, everyone else can just get over themselves"!! My Daddy was a wise man and I miss him so!  

I have  reconnected through Facebook with two high school girlfriends and it is so wonderful that they are both back in my life. One of them especially, I am going to write a story for her because her son was killed by a San Antonio police officer when he was drinking and driving (numerous times too). I really feel she has a story there that needs to get out to the public and get justice for her son. The ex-officer is no longer working in the law enforcement field but he killed her son and has not seen prison time either. Where is the justice there???

Well, that is all for now.   I will write again soon.  I hope you will be waiting for me to tell you my friends story about her son and his murder.  Hope you are all in good health and are blessed!!   Happy Tails or Trails, whichever floats your boat or flips your hair up on ends!! My Hairy Tails are less Hairy now but my Tails or Tales , well there are many more to come!!!!! 

Tuesday, November 5, 2013

              As I sit here watching THE VOICE I wish I could sing.   I can in the shower but you may not want to hear it unless you like to here a croaky voice.  If I could sing and a show like the VOICE was on tv when I was growing up then I could have perhaps had a much different life than I have right now.  I could have gone on there and perhaps won to become "THE VOICE" and become a country music singer like Carrie Underwood or Reba and left my family behind and gone out on my own and become famous.   I know there are others in this world living with less than what I have.   I am thankful for what I do have and Thank GOD daily but right now at this time in my life I am struggle trying to fine me again. At the age of 50 plus, it is hard to do if you are a divorced Cougar!!!!!!!!

              I am at the age where by now I had hoped I could retire and enjoy my life with a hubby and some grand kids.  You know where the grand  kids come over to visit you and then that night they go home with their parents and you do not have to drop till your tired and be the Mommy anymore but instead the Granny!   The fun ones they love to come visit!   Instead I am home taking care of my four legged "fir" babies and paying bills!  At least I don't have any credit cards anymore. I gave those up when I divorced because all they are is trouble with a big T!  Now I live within my means and on a tight budget! But who doesn't unless you are rich and I don't have many rich friends!

             I do remember something my Daddy did tell me and I always remember ever thing he said.   "When you are retired , your dead".  Funny thing is, when he retired in 1997,  he did not retire.  He went back to work at the hospital emergency room doing security for alot less pay than he made as a police officer.  But then again, as a police officer he probably did not make much and his job was one of those that you never know when you leave home that morning if you will be coming home that night.  That alone says alot about the type of person he was.

             My Daddy was a great man, father, husband, citizen and human being!  He was very well respected in the community where I lived even though my mother and my siblings treated him badly.  I guess that is where I get my compassionate and wanting to help others from. He helped others and never expected anything in return.

             The day my Daddy was laid to rest he had a funeral fit for a king!!!! He had a 21 gun salute at the cemetery and a funeral procession with over 20 police cars with all their lights flashing on less the sirens.  I was with my sister-in-law in her car behind those cars and I will never forget seeing that.    It was so awesome.  People all over my home town of Seguin, Texas, stopped in their cars paying their last respects to my Daddy.  One of Seguin Texas finest Police Officers they ever will have!!! I remember young officers that day telling me, "your Daddy is the reason I became a cop".  That alone made me so proud to be his daughter!!   Even after he retired he was asked to come back to the PD and help train other cops and help at the PD.  I know that it made him proud to be able to go back and do that because he loved his job as a police officer. 

             I talk to my Daddy everyday and funny sometimes I hear him answering when I speak. I have his voice.   I talk fast like he does, have his gift for gab, whereas I never meet a stranger!  I have many long time friends just like my Daddy did as he did with his police officer friends that retired after or before him.    Even the county officers, Sheriffs' became my Daddy's friends!!!!   I would hope that when I go to heaven to sit with Jesus that people will say nice things about me just like they did about my Daddy!

               My Daddy use to always tell me treat others how you want to be treated and I do that but not everyone does that!  It has become a sad world where others hate so much and cannot all get along!  Even if we all agree to disagree at the end of the day remember that one day you may leave your house and not return because when God is ready to take you he does not tell you to pack and bag and go he just takes you without a minutes notice and you cannot go back.  I have tried extending an olive branch towards others in my family so we can all speak again but they have chosen to be self-absorbed and selfish for whatever reasons and that makes me truly sad because the one person beside my Grandparents that loved me unconditionally was my DADDY and I would love to have one more day to just be able to give him a big hug and have him say, "Baby girl, it is all gonna be ok, your Daddy is right by your side".  So if you have others in your life that are close to you the next time you see them or talk to them because it may be the last time you ever do!!!

            Well, I'm off my soapbox i am gonna go finish watching THE VOICE!!!  Happy Trails, Tails, Sweet dreams and God bless you all in your daily endeavors!!!!!!!!!! Till next time.............           

Monday, October 7, 2013

Yehaw, the Cooler Nites are Here at Last!!!!

Yeahaw ya'll the cooler nights are here and soon the cooler days will be too!! I am so happy that my favorite weather is here. I really wish that TEXAS stayed this way all year around and we only had two seasons, fall and winter!!  It is only gonna last four about four months so I hope them months go by very slow!!!  

 My gelding, Blue was very frisky today, running across the back pasture and my girl, Kelley tried to follow but she always has to stop because of her bummed knee cap. Oh God, will you please put your hand down on my Kelley's knee and heal her so we can run one more time together. I will try and ride her soon but just to walk her because I do not want to run her for fear to lame her permanently.   Afterwards I will walk slower because of this bad old back that I have!!!

Sux to get old, at least when the body goes faster than your mind does.  I try the stretching exercise but if you stretch the wrong way well, then you pop out something you can't put back and then you have to lay them for a few seconds till you can move that direction again.  When did my body go into old fogey mode??? I do not know,  it went before I told it too, I never gave it permission to do so!!! This is not fair.  I have a young mind, heart and wrinkleless face (well, only maybe two lines on my forehead) but parts of my body sound like Rice Krispies in the morning when you add the milk, you know that sound,"Snap, Crackle, Pop" but these sounds are all not in a good sounding Krispy kinda way!!!!

I wish I had tons of money then I could maybe spend it on ways to preserve my body to the age of 20 something!!!   

If you start an exercise program I suggest you stay on it then you don't have to worry about your body falling apart. Being the country girl that I am, my body pains and aches are from my fun times on my appendix-gelding that I left with my ex in Wichita Falls, Texas. Sailor was his name, he was out of Easy Jet and he was a big tall boy about 15 or 16 hands.  He bucked me off one weekend and my gfriends were all mad at me 'cause it was one of our bowling weekends.  I end up out of sorts for along time and to this day have had to make numerous visits to chiropractors to adjust me upright so I can function period!  I do miss hugging on my Sailor boy but the reason I left him with my ex was because I figured one day if Sailor had another bucking fit, then my ex would be on his back and the one out of commission a bit!  I never want to wish him or anyone else dead, I'd just want them to know what it feels like in the same pain I was in laying flat on my back in the dirt staring at the sky wondering where the heck I was and why I was laying there with this horse standing over me, "Whinning at me".  He knew he hurt his Mommy but that was a horses nature to run when he didnt' want to listen.  It is a gelding thing period!

So now 13 years later I deal with the Degenerative Disc disease that the docs tell me I have hurts to sit on my butt for long periods of time and walk too, so when it is shower time the hot water eases my aches and pains.  I live for the days when Icy Hot is my best friend and Nightime PM pills help me sleep. 

So welcome to my world if your getting old you'll know exactly what i am talking about and if you don't then you are so lucky indeed. Enjoy your life pain free because you never know when you may meet up with an orney horse or a car that comes out of nowhere to add to the pains you never wanted to have. 

I'm signing off here because I hear the shower calling my name. Icy Hot is staring at me begging to be on my sore neck and lower back.  Dang I never thought I'd smell all "mentholly" like my Granny K but it keeps her memory alive and close to my heart!!!

Nite ya'll...sweet dreams, happy trails, tails and don't let the bed bugs bite ya where the sun don't shine on ya!!!!! Way to go Daddy!!! I remember that one!!

The VOICE or DANCING WITH THE STARS on Monday Night??!!

Monday night is a fun time on the Direct TV at my house except that I really do miss my PIP on my old tv. I am not the type of person to go out and buy a big 50' inch screen tv even though I'd love to have one, I just don't have the extra money to buy one, so I'm content with my smaller 31", very large back good old Magnavox without PIP that sits on my tv stand with the dvd's stored away underneath.  Thank goodness for the ever faithful "PREV" button on my Remote.  I spend the first five minutes jumping to Channel 2 to watch the VOICE because without Blake Shelton smiling back at me, I get totally depressed.   Then I jump over to Channel 13 so I can watch Dancing With The Stars and get my Bruno Fix!!    I never even watch the commerials anymore I just jump from my two favorite shows to watch them both. I seem to miss more of the Dancing than I do the singing, so I will have to find a channel on my Direct tv guide that will show the DWTS episodes so I can watch them over. 

I believe I did see however that my Favorite person, "Rhoda" Valerie Harper got danced off tonite which will make me sad!!  She is in remission from her cancer but I guess her fan base didn't want to want her continue to dance more for fear she'd get ill again. If you have Cancer remission you can still do your activities, your not dying at that time, your healthy day to day until the nasty Cancer decides to come back again if ever!!!  I will miss seeing her in the finale but I know they will have her back to dance again.  She is an awesome trouper to get out there at her age of over 70 and "boogey". If I were to try and ballroom dance again, well on option 1: my entire body would probably hit the floor and you'd have to peel me off and glue me back together or option 2: I'd be sitting in a nice warm hot tub for a few days after which I would emerge looking like a wrinkled raisin from too much tub soaking!  

It is sad as we age that we forget to continue to exercise or if we end up with a horse or car related accident and it limits us to our daily activities.  Funny, my body feels like it is about 99 but my mind still feels 20!! If I knew now what I did when I was 20, I'd be a millionaire and enjoying my retirement now.  My beloved Daddy in heaven, did say that "when you retire, you are dead" so I will have to remember that one!!!     My Daddy had alot of good metaphors that he said on a daily basis, I am going to have to sit down with my baby sissy and ask her if she remembers some of his daily funnies and post them for you all to laugh at!!

These days I spend my time at home with my "fir"babies and have become quite a couch potato since my lower back is not as strong as it use to be.  In the old days (really only about 13 or so years ago), when I was married to the ex that I made rich whom forgot that in his man-made mind,  the money he made or I made was "our" money when it came to my purchases  it was "My" stuff, but then when "he" bought something it was "his" money and okay to go buy the big purchase.  If I bought something over $200.00, other than the bills, it had to be discussed or it wasn't in the budget.  We really didn't have a budget back then, he made most of the money and I just paid the bills, kept the house clean, took the "fir babies" to vets, ran errands, and bought the groceries.  

Compromise was rare in them days but if I could go back to them, I know the bargaining chip to use "Today"!  I won't tell my secret however because I may need it again someday and I hate to tell all my good Secrets!!!   

Oh well, it is getting late and my wrists are getting tired so I am going to watch the New Adventures of the Old Christine, because Julia Louis Dryfess cracks me up!!!! 

Hope you all have a great night till next time.  Sweet dreams, happy trails or happy tails...Hug your "Fir" babies or loved one tight and don't let the bed bugs bite!!!! 

Monday, September 30, 2013

Bring Back GOD !!

So glad that the VOICE is back on....takes my mind off the BS US Government !!!! I am sad that I am a US Citizen. I do not remember in the 70's & 80's that our Government was so screwed up or that the RACIST card was played so much and the crime rate or jobless rate was so bad and in dire straits!!!

If we kept GOD in our schools and in our lives then all of the shit that the government puts us through would not be so bad.  I know GOD is probably saying, What the hell himself!!!!!


The Government Doesn't Care About US!!!!

WTF is wrong with our Government and why is it that the POTUS does not sit in the room with them and instead makes the final decision, he is the main reason this is all coming to a complete shutdown anyway?   

I do not recall any other POTUS, President of the United States ever having to shutdown our government, isn't he the first President to ever come to shutdowns twice?

What the hell is wrong with those jackasses that we elect to make our decisions for us? Isn't it about time, we DO NOT GO TO THE POLLS TO VOTE FOR ANY OF  THEM, THEN PERHAPS THEY CAN SIT THERE HAPPY ASSES AT HOME AND BE JOBLESS AND HOMELESS TOO?? Oh yeah, because they are congressman or women they get to live off of over $100,000k or more after they are no longer an elected official. I am BOYCOTTING  VOTING THIS YEAR BECAUSE I'M TIRED OF THE BS, One less vote from me, means I don't support any of their BSHIT!!!! 


It is my constitutional right (FREEDOM OF SPEECH)  to be able to talk about them whether I vote or not so if you agree or disagree with me, it is your choice but if you think of not VOTING FOR THEM IT WILL DEFNATELY SHOW OUR CONGRESSMEN AND WOMEN THAT NOT ALL AMERICAN'S ARE AS STUPID TO BELIEVE IN THEIR LIES, they do not care about us all they care about is lining their own pockets and taking care of their own families not ours!!!!!!!

Sunday, September 22, 2013

Link To My Book....

Living Life Childless and Surviving the Big "C".  Below is the link to the book at Publish America and where you can get a copy of it. It is a very secure website.  Once you get your copy you can send it to me to sign it and then I will mail it back to you.  or Order one to be sent to me first then I'll do a personal Autograph and mail it to you. You can email me at my blog or on my Facebook page on your options. Life Childless & Surviving the Big "C"!

My second book, a children's book about Horses is done but all that is left are the illustrations.  Book #3 is about my Brussels Griffon, Elvis and his wonderful life with me, his Mom!!

Well, this is a short post. I am off to writing again. Take care, Happy Trails or Tails and God bless you all in your daily endeavors.

Check Out My Published Book Now!!!!

Well, my first book has been published. Yippee...Now comes the time to market it and get the book into the right hands so that I can share with the world my story of how I survived Ovarian Cancer.  I am still writing book #2, 3 and 4 and waiting on my Aunt Clara to finish the illustrations on the horse book that I wrote. Moving forward with the books I shall does take a long time for someone to become a published author but it is definately a start!!!!

It has been a rough summer & half the year so far. Got what I thought might turn out to be a good job, then my car was wrecked and backed over with hood, side quarter panel & a/c compressor damage to my car I only had two weeks by a sub at at my job location. Then the man that hired me let me go the next week with this lame excuse, "Your good at what you do but it is not working out". So the job ended up being a wash because people there would not stand by their words!!    That man that said that to me is now unemployed too, so all i can say is "Karma, to you old geezer"!!  Heh-heh!! 

It is very sad when you work hard to help others and try and work with others and then they see you are good at your job and feel threatened by you because you are younger than them and they know you can run circles around them doing their job when they are not there!!  But like we all know "KARMA" IS ALWAYS AROUND TO HELP OUT SO THERE IS NEVER A NEED FOR REVENGE"!!!

It is sad that people can talk but can't back up their own words.  I can remember a time when you could trust folks but now you can't and that is why the word is going to hell and a handbasket!!!!  

I have faith that GOD will provide for me and keep me in his good graces because he knows that I am a loyal believer in his words and that I am a caring, compassionate person and he is just trying to find me the right place to be at the right time.  

I am posting this link to my book:  "Living Life Childless & Surviving the Big "C";,
so that you can go to it and order a book.  Please copy and post it on your Facebook page or email it to a friend too so that they can read it and enrich their lives as well.

Thanks for reading this post. God bless you all and God bless the USA and let's pray that the next President we get is the one that GOD brought to us!!!

Thursday, July 11, 2013

My little man, ELVIS!

Hello Friends and Family,

          My little man,  Elvis,  my Brussels Griffon is now 3 years old and he has decided since I found a publisher to publish my story about my Ovarian Cancer that he wants me to write a book about how he lived in a puppy mill until he came to be my little man. So soon I will have a post on here with a synopsis from Elvis' book. You will enjoy his story he is quite a character and the joy in my life!!

          I have made some changes on my blog. I added some Google Followers (see left), some new quotes on the right hand side and a link to my Face Book page also.  See the Facebook link to the right above the Contact form.  If you are on Google add me to your circles!

         Don't forget to keep in mind how you can turn your photos into works of art with my friend Paul's transformations.    He is wonderful at his craft of turning photos into beautiful works of arts that will last for many years.  Everyone needs a family heirloom of a photo that they can keep in their home so they will be able to have it as a lasting memory.  Look below at my other posts on my blog where you can see his links.  When you place your order you can order from my Contact form to the right side here on my blog.

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        This is a short post today but I hope you will stay with me on my adventures and journeys into my stories. I am going to try to make them light hearted, and funny too but they will all be true stories that I tell.   I have so many stories in my head that I know I will be able to write many.

      For those that love to read, I am going to be posting a small portion of the books on my blog and post to Facebook so if you enjoy them then you can order one. I will soon have more information on when and where they are available. Thanks for reading this today.    May your daily endeavors fill your days with joy and you have safe travels where ever you go!! 

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                     Happy trails, sweet dreams and don't forget: 

     What doesn't kill you will only make you stronger!!!